Jamie, in an ideal world, would be surrounded by friends, family and an unlimited supply of miraculously non-fattening lamb chops, grilled to perfection.
Sunday, February 24, 2008,1:48 AM
Holy..
.. crap my mornings have been horrible for the past few days, on account of my coughing fits. Interesting really, that I've started having these phlegm-filled mornings since I got my two kittens, Alfie and Lilly. I guess I could say I'm allergic to cats (or so my parents told me when I was younger) but then again, I got my first cat, Allie, about a week ago and didn't have any reaction; so I suppose its really the kittens that throw me off course. Bear in mind I rarely get sick at all.
Anyway, Happy 24th National Day (: I feel blessed that I live in such a peaceful country. May feel bland at times, but its one of the safest countries I've been in.
Today I went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd, was.. alright. But then again that might be due to the fact that my friends and I were sitting in the very first row across from the screen. Oh well.
At least I know "kahwin" is a term used by Chinese-Malaysians as well as Malays haha.
Anyway, Happy 24th National Day (: I feel blessed that I live in such a peaceful country. May feel bland at times, but its one of the safest countries I've been in.
Today I went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd, was.. alright. But then again that might be due to the fact that my friends and I were sitting in the very first row across from the screen. Oh well.
At least I know "kahwin" is a term used by Chinese-Malaysians as well as Malays haha.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008,12:47 AM
Hark.
It's human nature to try and justify an action otherwise frowned upon by society, or even deny it altogether. A few hours ago I wanted to vent my anger towards a friend for her seemingly unconscious behaviour of flirting with guys I just so happened to mention beforehand as being cute or attractive. Now I admit I'm just jealous, plain as day; jealous of her for having everything I've wanted: beauty, talent, and a je ne sais quoi that leaves men wanting more. Now, I'm no Ugly Betty but if we were to walk into a bar together, chances are I'll be referred to as the "funny friend".
The worst thing is, I find pleasure in her misery, because it just means that certain aspect of my life is in better condition than hers.
But I shan't apologise; everyone has just as much potential of acting the way I've been. Preaching about how you should feel during certain situations rather than actually searching deeper, and finding what you actually feel, to me seems a waste of time. I'm not telling anyone to start hurling tomatoes at their bitch of choice, but having a little insight does have a somewhat calming effect.
On me, anyways.
The worst thing is, I find pleasure in her misery, because it just means that certain aspect of my life is in better condition than hers.
But I shan't apologise; everyone has just as much potential of acting the way I've been. Preaching about how you should feel during certain situations rather than actually searching deeper, and finding what you actually feel, to me seems a waste of time. I'm not telling anyone to start hurling tomatoes at their bitch of choice, but having a little insight does have a somewhat calming effect.
On me, anyways.